dawn rising

last stop
end of the phrase
the day after today

same old thingy

the days where hours are spent
preparing from the finals
are the worst

ridiculous things come clinging
the old times come back haunting
does the surplus of time makes the mind goes crazy

making the same mistake yet again
when it is obvious & clear
sometimes that why people say
history always repeat itself

think about why all the world war happens
the reasons are almost similar
people don’t always learn from their mistakes

maybe the time is ripe now
toughen up & go pass it
giving up too much to obtain intangibles

and i’m listening to too much songs

blue green yellow red bean

the last stretch
seems like so near yet so far
nothing much to do but to press on
in the mind
there is already a list of things that will be done
luck to all peeps!

the road seems so straight
yet hidden winding paths
you come across make u sidetrack
till somehow you realize
you never ever left that spot before
back to the same old place

locked

put it away
don’t let it come back once again

why are there still moments that it happens
didn’t it just went away since then

zomped

090909

090909
special dates where the common things always happen
many couples get married
news show that lucky baby that is born
people’s birthday fall on this day

20102010
the day next year where
i’m gonna be that special case
hoping live to see that day
like what marc said
so how is it to be in during that time
randomness

ohhhhhhh
happy birthday Shufang!
Advance wishes to Teresa, Hei!

so the time

finally
after such a long stoppage
gonna shoot some balls
coming morning

what’s with the Z

zombie
a person whose behavior or responses are wooden,
listless, or seemingly rote

zombified
In the state of extreme exhaustion.
You are so completely tired that your eyes burn, your head aches,
and your mouth hangs open

zombied
To be incapable of functioning like a normal human being,
either due to a lack of sleep or exorbitant consumption of alcohol

this is extreme randomness
the only link is the Z with my name

i want an aparment

at certain points or time in one’s life
one notice felt the feeling of either solitariness or loneliness
people never seems to accomplish things alone

though i still see the image of my desire
renting an apartment somewhere in the world
the space is not a major factor
so is having to do all the daily chores
hanging out with friends once in a while
working towards some goals
having a place of my very own
it’s like someplace where one can stay out of trouble from

underrate the sincerity
turn simple things complicated

“with some people solitariness is an escape, not from others but from themselves
for they see in the eyes of other, only a reflection of themselves”

cupid arrows & hermes shades

pretty starlight, moonlight, glittering rays
describing things using metaphors
feelings and quotes that seems out of this world
sentences stating to do things that seems impossible
talking about the deepest part of one’s soul

practically they can be found in some part of romantic ideas
declaration of thoughts and gestures
still my own derivation
saying it straight out is the best sincerity out there

such a dreamer that one is
out there in this concrete jungle