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01
Jan
10

and in comes 2010

so here is the year 2010, wanna do a huge list of recap on 2009
but settled on a simple list within a brainstorm, of what had been learned and achieved

  1. completion of my bachelor degree & into the workforce
  2. maintaining the status quote of own finance
  3. knowing the difference between oneself and others
  4. quality matters more than quantity
  5. realizing the dark side of the bright world around
  6. state of emotional control increased
  7. enjoying more of the  little things
  8. understanding  that one don’t have to be the same way as others
  9. being more analytical about people and things
  10. making room for self-improvement for the better

    people don’t stop learning about themselves and the things around them
    its usually how you start perceiving things differently
    whether its for yourself or others around, just put your mind in all sort of directions
    maybe that helps

    so what for 2010?
    as simple as it seems
    career, family, friends, outings
    and add in some cases of things that will amaze me
    things will that don’t seems possible

    all the best for all
    ciaos

05
Jul
09

thou shall pacify?

只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

somehow this song always hit the right spots
doesn’t it?

“it’s strange how two person who are once so close
can get so distanced in such a short time frame,
even shouting suddenly seems useless,
both of them cannot hear each other anymore
it’s just too far away
thus the reason for silence”

03
Jun
09

what’s the diff

“And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.”

preferences with in-depth talking
rather than the need of speeches just to pass time

it’s time like this that things get out of hand
dwelling on the unneeded details
carrying on the unexplainable things
even the words here seems unreasonable

29
Apr
09

hmmm

two persons sharing an agreement, acknowledging each other
living out the rest of their lives together
how will you consider that ?

when it comes to the twilight of their years
and life becomes simple and a routine
why can they still enjoy life as it is together,
continue holding the hands that get wrinkled as time passes?

it all boils down to how people view what satisfied them
for a child, its all about the toys and ice cream
for the teenager, its the friends and fun
for an adult, stability and the future
some are happy enough to have food on their plates
some wants to have the best of everything

sometimes people are unsure of what they really want
get lost, confused, frustrated
maybe you just have to be satisfied with what you have now
be happy with the current state you are in
and who knows things will just get better

different point of view
new type of thinking through things
and treasuring what you have currently
friends, family, life

what trigger all those above is some documentary i seen
two old couples keeping their promises
being happy with each other for decades and more
be there for each other
these days its hard for most to imagine
but hopefully such things still happen
/cheers

16
Aug
08

passion

some people are born with it, some gain it through hard work and endurance.
some are with the combination of both.

i love the passion of sports, especially basketball and i understand it.
during my times in the basketball team, i learn about it
“you train hard, you play hard”, what my coach always told us, but i know nothing about it at first.
as time goes by, i knew it, its something really different from like other happy things in life.

its strange that people say why people in sports cries when they fail and even do so when they win. that something maybe they do not know, i do even now when i see some of the games.

tears you drop when you win, when you put in effort but never get the results. its the thing i like about sports. its the passion, its the experience you will never forget and put aches into your heart when you see the familiar scene.

Fascinating.




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